Friday, September 23, 2011

High School...

High School.......what'ts the best word for high school? Obviously SUXX~! yaaa setiap hari adanya tuh cuma :
-Tugas
-Ulangan
-Tugas
-Ulangan
HAHA! selalu begitu. repeat the same stuffs make me so bored as hell. Capek nya pake banget! Tugas gak ada berenti-berentinya. Tapi ini konsekwensi dari seorang pelajar,apalagi pelajar SMA yang udah mau masuk masa peralihan dari remaja menjadi dewasa. semua orang punya fase pertumbuhan. Dan lo tau apa? gua lagi masa pertumbuhan yang harusnya hidupnya diisi sama hal-hal yang asik dan unforgettable lahhh ya. Tapi ini? OK,STUDY STUDY AND STUDY. mungkin yang ngerasain bukan gua doang ya semua murid kelas 10 pasti pada ngerasa begitu karena SMP dan SMA sangat berbeda jauh. Jujur aja ya,waktu kelas 9 gua uda pengen banget buru-buru lulus dan pake seragam PUTIH ABU-ABU. Ngebayangin masa SMA tuh ya seindah yang di FTV ha-ha. but the fact is? Ughh......I hate high school so damn. Pengen cepet cepet kelas 11 terus penjurusan bener-bener mau fokus di IPS. mau belajar bisnis bangetnh!!:P gak tau kenapa di SMA pelajaran IPA gua sama sekali gak memuaskan mungkin karena udah bener-bener minat di IPS kali ya jadinya mikir "IPA gak tuntas sih gapapa" sebenernya sih pengennya IPA&IPS tuntas tapi apa daya,matematika kelas 10 sangat amat tidak bersahabat dengan gua ditambah lagi dengan gurunya yang gak suppa duppa pewee!:( setiap pelajaran dia tuh gua selalu ngeliatin jam berharap waktu akan cepat berlalu. Mungkin kalo gurunya enak gak bakal begitu......yap! btw,gua sekolah di SMA Sumbangsih Jakarta. yang terletak di Ampera,Cilandak Timur,Jakarta Selatan. sementara rumah gua di Ciputat,Tangerang Selatan,seperti yang gua bilang kehidupan gua di SMP dan SMA sangat amat jauh berbeda waktu SMP jam 06.40 gua baru berangkat nah sekarang? jam 05.30 gua udah berangkat berhubung letak sekolah gua yang bisa dibilang jauh dari rumah.




Di SMA gua emang udah dapet banyak temen,tapi cuma temen buat seneng-seneng. Pengen cerita ke temen SMP tapi they just like have forgotten me. OK,makin bingungd eh gua mau cerita sama siapa sekarang. Ngerasa gapunya sahabat lagi negrasa hambar banget hidup gua ngerasa gak ada yang peduli. Lebay?emang tapi itu nyata itu yang gua rasain. gua akuin gua berubah dan itu karena mereka duluan,mereka bilang gua ke mereka kalo ada butuhnya doang,padahal gua kangen banget sama temen-temen SMP gua tapi ini hidup semua gak akan semulus yang kita harapin. As always,gua selalu berdoa buat yang terbaik buat gua&orang-orang di sekitar gua entah dia baik maupun jahat. K,topik kita agak-agak gak nyambung nihhh!;O


Intinya sih disini gua mencoba untuk mencintai SMA haha walaupun sulit! Pokoknya buat anak-anak SMA angkatan 2014 keep spirit andkeep kece lah walaupun banyak tugas dan keteteran haha!=))

September,11th 2011.

Hello! I'm officially 15th years old noow B-) thankyou for all of the greetings and the wishes may God always bless us!o:) There's nothing special in my birthday but the only thing that I have to be grateful is I still alive and the people's who I love is around me. Ya,that is more than enough& I have to be grateful because so many people remember my birthday whoever you are,thankyou. Too much greetings that I have to reply but most of all aaah! I know that you've felt like me too,right? No surpisee and September 11th 2011 just like another day. I JUST WANNA SAY THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR THE ALL OF WISHES&GREETINGS. I'm nothing without you all :*{}

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

HAPPY EID MUBARAK 1432 H!

Happy Eid to all Muslims around the world. Day of victory or as usually we called 'Lebaran/Idul Fitri' after a run the whole month of fasting a month that full of blessing . honestly, this year's fasting is so fast and not same like in previous years. and this year is the fourth years I celebrate it without my grandpa&the second years without my uncle who I love so much. They both is like someone who teaching me a lot about religion,reading Al-qur'an,etc&and they both one of people who I can't live without. I miss you:') But I believe that God have a better place for you both. All kiddo is waiting for their own 'THR' HaHa......and me too. But don't know why this year I'm not as excited as the previous years. It's like..........kosong banget rasanya:( makin lama orang yang gue sayangin pergi ninggalin gue. Everything seems flat! OH GAWD........gue bukannya gak bersyukur masih bisa puasa/lebaran lagi. Tapi kayak ada sesuatu yang hilang dari hidup gue. OHYA....betewe ini tahun kedua gue single selama puasa&lebaran,gak terlalu berpengaruh banyak sih yaaa. pokoknya intinya......semoga gue masih bisa ngerasain suasana puasa dan lebaran di tahun tahun selanjutnya. AMIN! O:)





HAPPY EID MUBARAK 1432 H!:*({{{}}})

Friday, August 5, 2011

hello blog! tonight i feel so random. first, i think too much about him. 2nd,i'm tired being played like this. 3rd,he never want to tell me the truth that he already have a new crush. 4th, he is such a player. oh gawdd....i don't know what shudd i do. so much things like......ugh i should never care about this. make me feel so dumb,hoping€€ and caring someone who never care about me. ignore someone who care about me and it's like i'm the stupidest girl in da world. to be honest,i love him and still love him. i just hope that feeling could be fade as long as the time goes by. dear heartbreaker, why you always on ma mind? tho' i ain't on ur mind at all. boy, karma does exist. you hurting,you gonna be hurted. you cheating,you gonna being cheated. that's life! love kiss hug slap from me hhhh. bye jerk ;*

Sunday, July 31, 2011

start with G.

Here me the one who love you so much. I know maybe I ain't the best for you,all I can do is only hurting your heart:( but I swear by my God,I don't mean.....I'm reckless I can't be the one who you ever want. I can't be something that you afraid to lose the most. But this is me! :( At least,I've tried.Ganang,sorry for too much hurting sorry for the pain and sorry for everything. I love you and it will always be:'( Sunday,July 10th 2011 is the best day ever on that day I was officially yours and I hope it will lasts forever. But I don't force you to always loving me because I know that you won't. sorry for too much worrying it's all because I don't wanna lose you and I don't anyone else to take my place! I LOVE YOU.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Frustrated.........what the hell is going on?everything getting worse and I even can't handle it.Damn! I hate this. I will mention it one by one....

First, I love Ganang so much but I don't how to show it.
Second,I hate being me.
Third,why I have to be so fool.
Fourth,gwdadkasjdkjasdsadjiweiwj :""


Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Gɑnɑng Rɑdityɑ Prɑtɑmɑ♥



I'm gonna tell u about someone who I love the most at this moment. Yes,his name is Ganang Raditya Pratama. To be honest, he is such an unpredictable boy sometimes he make me so confused because all of his act but no matter what,I still love him. He is the boy who has enough behaviour to stole my heart. I love him for today,tomorrow and for-a long time. I can't say forever because nothing's lasts forever,since July 10th 2011 til for-a long time. Te amo!!♥♥♥♥♥











Sincerely,
Yours.♡