Tuesday, August 30, 2011


Happy Eid to all Muslims around the world. Day of victory or as usually we called 'Lebaran/Idul Fitri' after a run the whole month of fasting a month that full of blessing . honestly, this year's fasting is so fast and not same like in previous years. and this year is the fourth years I celebrate it without my grandpa&the second years without my uncle who I love so much. They both is like someone who teaching me a lot about religion,reading Al-qur'an,etc&and they both one of people who I can't live without. I miss you:') But I believe that God have a better place for you both. All kiddo is waiting for their own 'THR' HaHa......and me too. But don't know why this year I'm not as excited as the previous years. It's like..........kosong banget rasanya:( makin lama orang yang gue sayangin pergi ninggalin gue. Everything seems flat! OH GAWD........gue bukannya gak bersyukur masih bisa puasa/lebaran lagi. Tapi kayak ada sesuatu yang hilang dari hidup gue. OHYA....betewe ini tahun kedua gue single selama puasa&lebaran,gak terlalu berpengaruh banyak sih yaaa. pokoknya intinya......semoga gue masih bisa ngerasain suasana puasa dan lebaran di tahun tahun selanjutnya. AMIN! O:)

HAPPY EID MUBARAK 1432 H!:*({{{}}})

Friday, August 5, 2011

hello blog! tonight i feel so random. first, i think too much about him. 2nd,i'm tired being played like this. 3rd,he never want to tell me the truth that he already have a new crush. 4th, he is such a player. oh gawdd....i don't know what shudd i do. so much things like......ugh i should never care about this. make me feel so dumb,hoping€€ and caring someone who never care about me. ignore someone who care about me and it's like i'm the stupidest girl in da world. to be honest,i love him and still love him. i just hope that feeling could be fade as long as the time goes by. dear heartbreaker, why you always on ma mind? tho' i ain't on ur mind at all. boy, karma does exist. you hurting,you gonna be hurted. you cheating,you gonna being cheated. that's life! love kiss hug slap from me hhhh. bye jerk ;*