Saturday, September 15, 2012


HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO ME. OHYEAH, I'm turn 16th 5 days ago. I was born in Jakarta on September 11th 1996, I'm no longer such a innocent girl, I've grown up. There's nothing I could say, this year my birthday was so much different, this year i was celebrated it with my boy. YEAA!!! this year i have a boyfriend =)) ok it's kinda ridiculous i think ;-p but well, thank you for all of you those remember my birthday, thank you for all of the greetings, I'm nothing without you guys. Especially, thank you for the most precious boy i have, Nurul Fikri. Thank you for coming to my home in the middle of the night for give me a surprise, i love you more than any words i can say. I feel so blessed, hope everything could be lots better in this age, be mature, be wise and be better :)

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Happy 4th♥

Happy 4th Mensiversary my biggest boyfriend ever, thank you for everything. I can't say anything much, I'm just so glad for having you in my life as mine. There's nothing could ever more than you do, because you all everything that I need for every little pieces that missing, you've totally completed me. We've through even in the hardest part and the fact is, no matter how bad the situation is I'm not gonna leave you because I know, it just the beginning, beginning of my new life. I've cried a lot, hurt so much but it doesn't makes me give up on you. I have got no reason why I loving you, so that's no reason for stop it. I wondering how my life is, if there is no you anymore. Could know you as mine is one of the biggest happiness. Being loved back by you is the most precious thing that ever came to my life. Fikri, thank you for always try to understands me, care of me, be everything that I needed. No matter how hard, I'd go through this and it obviously with you because maybe it's hurt me enough for keeping you by my side after all the mistakes that you've done, but it could be much hurting me if there's no more you. I LOVE YOU FIKRI 

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

there's no regret button later.

Life has taught us so much thing. Basically, life is something that we can't choose is all about destiny. We can't choose who we want to be our parents, where we want to live. That's all about destiny, there some people who might be not rich or something, but they have a happily life and there's an opposite life, they have lots of money but they aren't that happy.

Jessie J was right, money can't buy happiness. Happiness would come for those who always be grateful for what they already have. God loves all of his creature and won't let us down. He always gives us the best, if he doesn't give what you want, believe that he will gives us what we need,indeed. If he doesn't makes your dream come true, believe that he has another plans that so much better. We have to know what we need and what we want, as a teenager I sometimes spend all of my money for the unimportant things because of "hungry eyes" as i always called. we actually don't really need that thingy, but teenager's world isn't that friendly. But there's a time that we would realize we shouldn't do that. Do you ever think about ;
1. we buy lots of clothes, and out there need a bite of food?
2. we sleep with a blanket on a comfortable bed with air conditioner, out there sleep with the cold?
3. we have an enough education but we lazy to go to school , but out there have to work for their family for a plate of rice?

don't ever hate your life, do what you want, do the good one and leave the bad one because something bad won't make you be a good person then. Always be grateful, there's so much people who try to survive their life. don't destroy your life that God has given for unimportant things. :)