Thursday, May 17, 2012

Love comes with the unexpected person on the unexpected time :}



Well, I'd introduce the greatest boy I've ever had. His name is Fikri, his complete name is Nurul Fikri. Like the tittle's name "Love comes with the unexpected person on the unexpected time :}" that was happened to me&him. Yea, I was unconditionally fell in love with him, I was expect nothing and I didn't hope anything from him. But, everything was beyond my controls. he successfully made me turn on the light of my life after the darkness surround me. He lights my world up like nobody else. He is different from another boy that I've ever known. He loves me by his way and really good at make pissed me off and laugh at the same time. Really, I don't know why could be like this. From the first time I met him, I wondered "is this what called love at the first sight?" HAHA but yea, I expect nothing from him. I don't wanna get hurt at the ends, but he successfully me fall in love all over again and I don't have any strength for reject or even hold these feeling. Yes, I am in love with you. I love you with all of your flawless and imperfections. I thought you were all the same, but I was wrong. You came and brought a bunch of love for me. On Sunday, May 06th 2012 you asked "would you like to be my girlfriend?" and the answer was absolutely yes. Fik, I hope we could keep this as much as we could. I know, I deserve to get the best therefore I have to try. There's no doubt anymore. I love you for real:)

Monday, May 7, 2012

Sunday, May 6th 2012, Nurul Fikri :-}



Jadi, disini gua mau nulis tentang (alhamdulillah) pengganti carrol. Carrol&Fikri itu adalah dua sosok cowok yang sama sekali gabisa di samain ataupun layak buat dibanding-bandingin. Karena, keduanya punya perbedaan yang jelas dan malah gada yang sama diantara diri mereka. Lucu juga ya gue bisa jatuh cinta di antara dua pribadi yang jauh berbeda. Carrol, sosok cowok yang glamour, cowok romantis yang banyak gebetannya, highclass dan jauh dari perkiraan kalo gua bisa sempet sayang sampe bego sama dia. Sedangkan, Fikri itu cowok sederhana, apa ada nya yang selalu bisa bikin gua ketawa. Awalnya, gua sempet gak yakin kalo Fikri beneran suka sama gua, but who the hell knows about his feeling? ya gua coba buat ngebuka hati gua yang udah hampir 3 bulan keep fooling around. Akhirnya gua sadar, there's someone who deserve me, and worth for fighting for :-)


Thursday, May 3rd 2012 when the first time I met him. Fik, you're good at stealing my heart, I guess :-p pandangan gua tentang Fikri yang awalnya gua kira cuma mau main-main doang itu berubah. Dari dulu, gua selalu seneng sama cowok yang ramah dan bisa bikin gua nyaman kalo ada di deket dia. and he's got everything I need, so? buat apa lagi ? :-) keep waiting on someone who even doesn't deserve my tears, gitu? Oh, unfortunately I'm no longer a fool.  Udah pinter nih, hahaha. Be tough isn't as easy as you ever thought. But, life has a thousand ways for make me stronger. Well, I've learnt a lot from my past. I hope nothing, I expect less cause I don't wanna get hurt too much at the end. I love being with you, I cherish every moment with you. Words can't explain about how glad I could having you in my life and I don't care about your flaws, I love you just like the way you are my baby({})

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Someone Like You- Adele

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Bina Antarbudaya :-}

Well, last sunday I had schoolarship's test at University Of Indonesia, Depok. There was more than 900 participants from Jakarta.  Feels like I'm only the 0,5% on it HAHAHA. I want to fly like a g6 LOL JK. Ok, I'm nervous, like seriously. I just want to go home as soon as possible. The test was held at 08.15am-03.30pm. There was 100 kind of question(s) for the General Knowledge. But, shit.... Unfortunately the question(s) successfully made pissed me off. WHICH THE HELL I SHOULD ANSWER FIRST? I can't think anything.  That question was......asdfghjkl I can't say anything and suddenly  I think, "Am I the only one who couldn't do this shit?" hahahaha but I swear by my God, I'm not lying. Feels like I'm the weirdest person in the class. After General Knowledge we had a break then TARAAAAA~ English's Test was waiting me. Praise the Lord, the question(s) isn't as bas as before. I can do that test with a  big smile on my face ;-D there was 50 question(s) for English and I hate that I have to read the question as same as I read the newspaper. It take less than a hour for answering that questions. At 12.30pm we had the second break.  O ya, I was with Irvin, Anindita and Siva. We had lunch together but before it we had to queuing because there was so many students there and I'm not the only one who need to eat :] I was ate Nasi Uduk haha. Indonesian Test was waiting me on 01.37 yaaap! it was time for writing session hahaha. We had to wrote down such as like a story but the themes has been determined by the committee and I ain't wrong I was choose " Tiga Langkah Untuk Menjadi Seorang Pemimpin" 1 hour 30 minutes has  passed and it's time for back to home :] but wait, we had a lot of fun there we could knows more friends from another school,obviously... that was 03.30 pm and my dad was pick me at there. That day was amazingly beautiful, I can't  explain it it was full of randomness. By the way, my friend, Irvin was always with me. Thanks sweetie<3 we are the next Volunteer! United States Of America, German, Australia. I'm ready for you B-) seen you soon :-}
Hi blog, long time no post. I have so many new stories that I want to tell. First, I've moved on from someone in the past. HELL YEAH. Finally, I can get over him.  The most unbelievable thing. After more than 7 months. I know, you will never let me in tears forever,God. I know that you love me. You have a better plan for me. I know you're busy writing my next love stories :} by the way, I've realized that he is such a player, no offense but you guys must be knew who I'm talking about.  Who doesn't knows about HOW BIG MY LOVE WAS? But, I've accepted all the facts that we're not belong together and accepted the fact that you're not good enough for me, and I'm deserve to get the best and that is not you :} sorry for saying this, but you even don't deserve my tears and you're not worthy for me to fighting for. But, I've to say THANK YOU SO MUCH cause I never loving someone as deep as I used to love you. You used to be my favorite pain. I know it hurts for having you in my life, but I still want you. After all the things that you've done to me and broke my heart into the pieces, I STILL LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF THE LITTLE PIECES. But now, sorry.... I'm no longer such a fool HAHA. I've found my way to get my own happiness and it obviously without you in it. It has been almost 3 months since we broke up and I'm still single, no...not because I can't forget you BUT I don't wanna make wrong choice for just like so many times. I AM THE NEW ME, I AM TODAY.





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